Just do the damn thing....

One...

Yeah iono I guess I'm through with this Xanga thing. I dont write on it anymore and now I have the MySpace and I dont even use that much. Anyways yeah, so today was my last day of school so for everyone thats staying behind. Good Luck may God bless you all and wish me good luck on my little adventure I'm about to embark on.

One Life One Love...... and sorry to all the little ladies running around. That position has been filled by my one and only babygirl.

Out~

I'm at Luai's just fucking chillin an shit. Today John got his ass in alotta trouble supposedly cause he disappeared but somehow ended up at home.  Took Karen shopping

*SEE WHAT I TOLD YOU HIGH MAINTANENCE....

j/k

Anyways after went to TJ-Max to buy a shirt and a belt so now I just tried em on to make sure they fit and everythings aight. Anyways w/e Proms tommorow an shit. Lol takes me like 10minutes to get ready for shit like this and poor girls gotta spend like the whole friggin day. Poor kids.

Anyways, god.... schools almost over. Dont know what to do about babygirl. I mean as far as my schedule. I mean its great being able to be with her all day and now being able to see her on Fri and weekends but now i lose my daily time. Hmmm well just another obstacle that was bound to pop up. But like every single other one I'll deal with it just the same

Oh and another thing has changed forever for the rest of my life. I've finally said what I've never been able to say Before.

I'm in love.....

I used to do some ghetto <3 as a substitute but its nowhere near the same. So now that I can say that I can also say this

I love you Karen. And thats fo real. No matter what happens in the future I will love you, I will love you always....(long as you dont run off with any of hundreds of other boyfriends that you have running around behind me). (hmmm probably shouldnt have said cause now I'm bound to be smacked around alot and get another "YOUR MEAN" things going on where she gets all fruity)

Anyways in case you read this baby, You know your the first I've ever felt this strongly about and your the first I've said it to. So yea......hmmmm *shhhhhh*

~One...                              < And its you

Once again here at the Army Station, pretty much my only online time. Not that I would use it for much more than this right now. It's thursday and theres not much going on. Went yesterday and picked up Karen's Corsiage* thing and dropped off my pants to be re-tailored. I installed a new toilet in my bathroom since ours got busted. While I was working my neighbor comes in "Hey did I hear you started smoking?" and I was like WTF! in my head but I was like nah and hes like "well I guess I got a bad report then..." Lol because friggin Mimi's ass is so damn loud tlaking about it in my front yard with them nosy neighbors. Anyways today nothing happend....Karen actually won Big 2 three times WOW!!!! lol j/k babe but we are hitting up Morongo and San Manuel. Afterwards had detention then took Mimi to go get his tux stuff from Brea. I got hella fucking mad on the way back becuase of all their gay ass streets and I didnt wanna take the 57 cause it was at a standstill. Came to Army station and found out the Sergeant Major is coming so I took Luai home and came back, I just got here and just chillin till their arrival. Just me and the station commander. Hopefully in some way I can make a positive impression and maybe it'll pay off later in my career with some PROMOTION...lol we'll see.... anyways as soon as I'm done socializing with these guys I'm heading home..... I need some *cough* self *cough* love..... cant help it man.... I feel like a dog in heat. Anyways tommorow aint much going on I'm gonna go with Karen to the mall. Iono if other ppl are going or what but I'mma take her shopping and I'm throw her into PLAYMAKER and not let her come out until she spends at least 300 dollars of the money that I did not lift a finger to earn.

Anyways as I'm typing this babygirl just called me up which is coincidence cause from the moment I dropped off Luai I was debating wether I should hit her up and just see whats up. OH CRAP I think they're here

~Awwwwwww shit---

Just hangin' out here at the Station....nuttin to do just kinda waiting for it to be 7pm cause I told my dad I'd head over to his place tonight. I'm kinda tired and alotta crap floating around my mind. I had to take things into my own hands yesterday and awhile ago I said things needed a new rotation and now I think it has. But of course we all know that since because its me some new obstacle is gonna get in my way grrr.... w/e Bring it on...

I feel like a fucking old man.... life seemed so simple jr. year. Now life is changing too fast for me and its like whoa where did all this shit come from? Emotions, relationships, friends, family its like surreal. But I guess all we can do is try but it wont be enough but who gives a fuck...only god can judge me.

Sgt. Kim got a bigger mouth than Karen man.... telling all the secrets during lunch to Mrs. Hunter....ITS A DESK JOB ......I'M GONNA WEAR A TIE AND SIT BEHIND A DESK!!!!.....what?....what?.....what?.

I gotta start spening time with James M. cause I spoke to that fool today and that poor bastard didnt even know what our Rank insignia looks like (we're both Private First Classes). I mean cmon....I think even my own mother knows what my rank looks like. Theres is just alotta stuff that is general knowledge that you have just got to know and that boy doesnt know it.

Luai keeps calling me all the time and talking about tuxedoes.... damn I'm lazy and broke lol... *sigh* I dont wanna have to go get a tux.... Cant I just slap on my Timbz throw on my jeans and wear a wife beater with a black bow tie??? Hmmm guess its not exactly Prom attire. I've been spending more time looking for a nice Corsiage* < Dunno how to spell it but that damn million dollar flower the girls wear on their wrists....Now tell me who the hell came up with that concept.... I mean shit Prom or no Prom thers gonna be some major freak dancing and those flower pedals aint gonna last long... lol w/e. Luai telling me that I have to match Karen's dress and she said her dress is blue. I'm only gonna say this once I AM NOT WEARING A BLUE TUX!!. I'll wear a black with hella dark blue shit/vest thingy kinda like my dress shirt that I already have but nobody better bust out not UCLA babyblue bullshit.

iaght im out for now peace

One...

Dont mean nuttin...

Didnt anyone tell you...? Soldiers already have a place in heaven...~SSGT. KIM

For our sins ~ Jr.

VIG <3 KMD 4ever